Sometimes I just don't realize it. Thing about ADHD, though, I get bored so easily. Somewhere during my childhood I found a way to counter my boredom, I get so lost in my head: Creating stories, playing different songs, different drawings, solutions to problems, organizing my week etc.. My mind moves so fast anyway that it takes forever to ever actually figure out one thought cause I get distracted by others. To people around me they think I'm just sitting there all creepy and looking at a wall. To counter that I put headphones in and stare at my lap so they just think I'm listening to music (whether I actually am or not). People think I'm just content with doing nothing when really I'm just bored but I deal with it because I'm always bored, you know?
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