I'm sure many of us have had SI/plans/attempts, etc. But if you're reading this, you did not succeed in your plan. There is a reason for that. And I'm happy that is the case, because this forum wouldn't be the same without you. The reason for this thread is that I was sitting here eating my lunch pondering life for a moment and how my life was in the past. I was at a really dark place in my life and was just done. I mean I just did not care. But then my sister tells me that she's pregnant. I was going to have a nephew! It was a blessing in disguise. I felt like I had a purpose. Someone to live for. Someone that may look up to me. So I stayed. Trust me, there have been times since then that I wanted to go, but hearing him say Auntie to me in his little squeaky voice....I just can't.
Thankfully, you're still here. Why do you think that is the case?

and I apologize if this is a repeat of any recent thread. I honestly haven't been super active here as my meds are being adjusted