I have a very similar reason. This last 2 years I was suicidal a lot but knew I could never carry it out because I couldn't hurt my niece who was old enough to remember me that way. She loves her Aunt Rainbow and I couldn't bear to hurt her in a way that would last always. So now I'm stuck here (and now her little sister also would remember me and has bonded tightly to me).
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD.
Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily
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