Hi MyPOV,
First of all MASSIVE kudos to you on quitting the drinking!!!

I'm guessing that was a real problem in itself for you??

And quitting drinking without meds to fall back on at the time...........WOWW (!!) that's got to have been SO, SO hard for you in managing!!!! So respect!!!!
And..........great you now have some meds to help you find your way further forward, and hoping with you that this time of the year goes better for you

And for any tough times..........glad you've found PC, just try to keep on sharing, you're not on your own in this
Alison