Thank you mlpholmes and Fuzzy.........it is great to know I can come here for support. They have been screwing around with my meds so much and things have been so difficult and different since I left my home of all those years and moved in with friends 3 hrs from my old home. I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I feel useless and completely overwhelmed to get up and face each day as a nothing. The cutting came to easy even after all these years and now it seems nearly impossible to stop.

Thanks again to both of you.........