i know it sucks... im still really amnesiac (if thats how you say it)
im sorry you experienced bad things.. but they say when we remember we can move forward right..? its just the really sucky step towards a better life..?

can i ask how you remembered..? like, sometimes i try to remember things but i just cant...
i dont really want to but at this point im not sure i could even if i wanted to..?
i dont want to accidentally remember some things... i do have flashes but they tend to disappear as quick as they come for the most part..

hang in there...