I'm back on it, cut a 9 mg patch in half today, not really sure why I'm doing this to myself... haha.

I wish I could find reports of someone having this bad of anxiety on Emsam and having it go away and eventually doing well. I feel like I'm gonna lose it, I'm worried about ending up in a mixed state or something, or just depressed worse, and it's so hard to just suffer through this.

I don't know what other options I have, I've thought about Savella but know it'd probably just be like other SNRIs for me.