Quote:
Originally Posted by Little Cat
This is the thing for me. I'm still here because of my mum, who's now 84. I never married, have no kids or siblings, and no relatives in this country. I will go when she does. Because then there will be no one. My T doesn't understand that. She should read this thread. Everyone stays because of someone else. If there is no one, then there is no more reason to stay. This is the only place that understands.
|
It's wonderful that you have been there to take care of your mother. And when she is no longer with us, it will be difficult to carry on. Grieving a loved one is extremely painful. I lost my grandmother almost three years ago and I still tear up talking about her. My immediate thought when I saw her take her last breath was that I wanted to die and be with her. I don't want to live without her. But I know she would never want me to do that. She would want me to continue to live and be the best that I can be. I know she's watching over me. My turn will eventually come. I'm hoping this is the case with you. Pm me if you need to. I totally understand your thoughts about this.
