Yeah that makes sense.... Sis had a baby n lives with us and it causing things too I think.. as well as mom moving bk in... And dummy getting out of prison... And all my bros having kids... And where am I? Stuck in purgatory... It's too much.. urgh...

Sorry... I'm laying in bed crying trying to fall asleep now for 2 hours... Sometimes it hurts so much and can't figure out why...

Trying not to self harm anymore but can't even cry myself to sleep... Just don't want to b alone anymore, want it to stop