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Originally Posted by eden1515
I wasn't sick before and I am still not sick things are challenging but that doesn't mean it is an illness and I still feel all those things I just stopped writing about them because I couldn't be bothered I still think the meds are poison and I still get freaked out by all the spirits and demons and I still feel bad about what I have done to the Angels I am just my birthday is coming up and I didn't want to be in the hospital for that so I am playing their stupid game for a while then I plan to disappear and no one will have to deal with me.
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Eden,
Your still not doing great if the angels and demons are still around but sometimes it takes a while for the delusions to disappear after a manic episode so this may hang on a while. Trust me when I tell you that the meds are not poison, they are there to help you. Just like everyone here and your Drs are there to help you. I hope you have a happy birthday and I also hope you don't just disappear. I think everyone here would miss you if you just disappeared.