i am so glad you're feeling better kazzi, this is such an excellent report glad i didn't scare you away yesterday, i was thinking about it before i fell asleep last night... hope to see more of you around here... there are a lot of teens here, not just old guys like me... but still wishing the best in your recovery... you CAN do this, just dig deeper inside... sometimes i think learning to deal with depression is somewhat an art form... you'll learn tricks that work for you and with experience it will become easier and easier... in the beginning those good moments are all too rare, but don't give up ever...