I will not be outside. It is not about being missed anymore I can't take the meds something happened and now I can't someone new popped up a few days ago and he hates me a lot and he has friends that hate me a lot only I am not allowed to tell my case worker about him or take the meds anymore but my case worker is coming around to my house in the morning cause she said it was important after what I told her and she is going to ask about the meds and I am going to have to lie to her but I hate lying I hate it but this time I don't have a choice.