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Originally Posted by Luce
It's kinda impossible when you're still in amongst it all, because being around the same old people keeps the triggers on triggering and the dissociation doing its thing. We moved away. We just left. And went far far away. It wasn't until then that we could begin to make sense of anything at all.
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There is a part of me, when I get triggered and feel trapped, that wants to get in the car and just drive. Away. Anywhere. Just drive until the car runs out of gas, and see where I wind up.
It IS hard to try and get a grip on what is happening, when you have to constantly be on guard, or blindly getting triggered and trying to figure out why.