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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14
There is a part of me, when I get triggered and feel trapped, that wants to get in the car and just drive. Away. Anywhere. Just drive until the car runs out of gas, and see where I wind up.
It IS hard to try and get a grip on what is happening, when you have to constantly be on guard, or blindly getting triggered and trying to figure out why.
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That is like what happened within us like a week ago - we were supposed to drive home from a place several hours away... let's just say we wasted a lot of time and gas because our drive was... a little back and forth.

Took me a little while to get a handle on that little experience.
But I get it. We have stuff to work on here. We still have regular contact with our abusers and .... oh, just stuff.