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Old Sep 21, 2016, 04:36 PM
Luce Luce is offline
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Originally Posted by TrailRunner14 View Post
There is a part of me, when I get triggered and feel trapped, that wants to get in the car and just drive. Away. Anywhere. Just drive until the car runs out of gas, and see where I wind up.

It IS hard to try and get a grip on what is happening, when you have to constantly be on guard, or blindly getting triggered and trying to figure out why.
That is like what happened within us like a week ago - we were supposed to drive home from a place several hours away... let's just say we wasted a lot of time and gas because our drive was... a little back and forth. Took me a little while to get a handle on that little experience.
But I get it. We have stuff to work on here. We still have regular contact with our abusers and .... oh, just stuff.
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