Same old, same old. I had been feeling somewhat good during the summer time, but now for no reason anxiety has been striking me. Me sleep has been OK, so I don't understand very well why I feel like this.
Now it's just me and my father at home during the day, it is more quiet, so it should be a more calm environment for me. But now I am feeling very self conscious when I speak with my father again. I think it's because I feel nervous for no logical reason.
Sometimes I have a good time with my father and have some fun joking around with him... Others times I feel bad about myself thinking I have to meet some unknown standards when next to him. I felt like these for many years, I decided I won't more (of course it is not that simple)... I thought I had make some progress not carrying. And then I feel anxious. Maybe it's because the house is so quiet now and everyday we do the same routines.
Of course my exam date is getting dangerously close, but I don't think that's a major factor for how I feel. But it does make me stressed too.