Eden,

What do you mean by feeling bad? Is it something like this? You no longer feel as "up" and happy as you once did? Is it harder to see the angels and communicate with them? It just means your coming down. I know that's hard to deal with and you don't want to let this all go but really, and I am not lying to you, its for the best.

You might even feel some depression sneaking its way in until this is over and your not sure how to feel. On the one hand you feel the energy of mania, on the other you feel like crap because your starting to feel the depression coming on. It can feel really irritable coming down, but it really is for the best. You might even have started to question what's real and what's not but you might not be at that stage yet.

Please do take your meds. Your probably at this point not going to go back up again anyway and they will help with the crash that your about to face. Also don't run off anywhere you really do need the support of your parents right now.

Hugs