Dissociative always .... decision so erratic...mood too...house should not get buy stuck now.. ride from hell coming ...stuck in time when bad happen..not see today as is...images of mind blend into what eyes see or what hands touch...and images of mind win....only get worse later when in house.. house ...no house stress anyway not present to much...T reject hug . .not talk to her about it...cause lots of conflict with parts...protector lie to her day it not an issue...not get over it...just feel .. reject.
Distract by other thing ...have job for 2 day and quit...now
No eat and be in bed....chronic pain wish sleep more...oh well....just some one want to say...no others will....