Yes, this most certainly has to do with me hating myself. That's what my psychologist said too.

Seriously though, is this post (the original post) offensive? I really didn't mean it that way but someone else (not on here) told me that I'm just having a superiority complex, that I think I'm better than everyone else, and that I just think I'm special. That comment has plagued me for over an hour and I can't sleep because of it. It honestly hurts inside. I really don't think I'm better than anyone else. It's the opposite actually. I think I'm worthless and a worse person than everyone else.

I really didn't mean to offend anyone and thinking that I might've makes me feel really bad. I'm sorry.