Hi lonelylife24 I told her maybe we should see someone or maybe me as a start and she said no she does not want to continue this relationship she has had enough. We have had quite the number of arguments in the past and now she gives up because she wants to just be independent and do her own thing. Asked me if I would be friends because she still wants me in her life. I always used to tell her I would not want to be friends because how can I knowing that I can't ever kiss her or hold her anything. And not to mention having to see her and know she might be with someone else would drive me to insanity.