I'm currently addicted to a class drugs. My brain is telling me to stop or at least try to but I have a churning in my stomach that is an excitement that I might do drugs today since I have money on hand. Do I have to fully want to stop before I can succeed or should I try to make attempt even if I'm not sure I'm ready? Also my mental health makes me reluctant to go out in the community so meetings are more than a challenge. Are there any alternative help available such as online help I can use on my phone since I don't have a lap top. All these excuses. Yes I know . I can here myself! Grrrrr I want to stop but I don't but I do. So hard to deal with these emotions. Can you go to rehab for drugs that aren't physically addictive but mentally addictive ? Any advise appreciated. Thanks for reading !