Thanks for your words and advise. There are all lot of wise words in what you said
High probably I will not be the same person I used to be. Hopefully in that combination good things come out because I have learned a lot about this. I will go to visit a clinic for sleep, is a medical center to treat insomnia and I will continue with the acupuncture. Recover my sleep is my priority. I haven't thought in a therapist, I don't trust of them. But I will try to find one with whom I can feel comfortable. I will do all I can do to move from this swamp. I'm hurting my love ones, I know as you said is going to be a long way of hard work, but my love ones deserved it, I'm deserved it and if is the correct path to take, I will do. I really really appreciate your words. Thanks so much