this pressure..damn!
you think it takes 2 hours it takes 6 hours!! seriosly!!

and the real problem is that when i am getting really tired my head aches and i start thinking passimistic thoguths and behaving in a way that doesn`t really express who i am but a %#@&#! whiny week perosn.
because i feel like %#@&#! i am dizzy i havve heasdache i can`t see straight. i am almost falling right %#@&#! now falling asleep. but if i do that my works SUCK to morrow...

why it`s such a HUGE difference in between my normal self and te exhausted self??

all i wanna do is

and waht do i get?
WILL I EVER HAVE THIS ****IGN RIGHT TO JUST SLEEP AT NIGHT AND HAVE MY WORKS DONE ON TIME?

I AM DOING MY BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I stay in town to do them, i don`t hurry too much like i didn last year to just get rid of it, i stay up late to do them. i get inspired and i tyr to carry our...

BUT EVERYHTING IS THE SAME!!