Idk they both suck for me, but if I had to pick one I'd say the very beginning of a hypomanic episode because it starts out euphoric. It's when it turns dysphoric that things get bad, I'm starting to think I was in dysphoric manic episodes 4yrs ago (before my two last year and this year) when I changed majors at college (had a major freak out at my Moms house), and again when I dropped out of school altogether, was delusional the second time. That's where I stand