I'm having a really hard time right now. My best friend, who's been kind of distant and I thought was mad at me finally responded to me. He's just tired of me, tired of the mood swings and the problems and the whining. He said that it's not that he doesn't like me, or that I'm a bad person, it's just when his phone lights up with my name he thinks, "ugh, what is it this time?"

So I just lost a really good friend on top of losing my job and I'd been coming out of the depression but now I feel horrible again.