Perhaps you feel that because she has done X in the past (since you've referred to stuff she did as a teenager), she can't possibly understand you because she's too different from you. Is that what you mean? Because that's what I thought about reading your posts. For instance, if my T told me that she had bullied people when she was a teenager, I would instantly lose my trust in her and start judging her because I hate bullies ( I was bullied as a teenager). But that would be quite a disclosure for her to make and I don't think it would be appropriate for her to do so. It would be too revealing, too personal. Do you think your therapist disclosed too much to the point that you just can't help but see her in a different light? I guess I want to know stuff about my T but not too much (such as: her political opinions).