I'm having a brutal day depression wise. I'm not in danger of trying to kill myself but I sure do wish that I was dead. I can't leave my husband and son behind intentionally but I truly wish that my life would just end. Things seems so hopeless. I have been depressed for three and a half years and tried everything I can think of to get better, and I'm still here in the hole. I'm really losing hope. What do you guys do on days like this to hang on? My husband and son need me and I have to find a way to keep going.