Im very addicted to an online girl who wouldnt see me due to a mental illness. The girl is an ex of a friend, she is real.

The thing is, Im unable to end our friendship which is going nowhere. The longer I talk to her the stronger the addiction becomes, its quite absurd.

I tried to end it a few times but unfortunately I keep coming back as the pain from not talking to her is unbearable.

I also asked her to walk away myself but she wont do it. She has many guys like me online who keep feeding her ego.

Why cant the girl remove me and block me from her contacts as I keep asking her? Is it the sense of power? The girl has paranoid personslity disorder or paranoid schizophrenia.

Whats the exit strategy here? I know that if I cut ties I will still come back.

Ideally Id want her to do it, I know she isnt really interested.