That's very true. Though the good thing now is my job provider has gotten me a volunteer job so I have less time thinking. They are mainly concerned about my memory and the frequent forgetfulness. So my job provider asked me who my psychiatrist is and I assume she is going to contact him to see if he is afterall getting me that brain scan. Also I have an appointment on 6th of October. Hopefully I will tell my psychiatrist everything and don't hold back because I am afraid that he may think I have much more serious problems than I thought before.