I believe they know that well. They work with people's psychoses every day. To them, you're not that different from anyone else who is just starting with treatment. They have seen all the tricks before, the skipping meds, everything. You are just one of their current patients. They hope you'll comply with treatment but they almost don't believe you will, and they're ok with that - at least, it's not like one of us, where we've been reading your posts since you first joined pc, and we are emotionally invested in you. [emoji813]