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Originally Posted by eskielover
I understand that feeling. My Mom died of cancer 11 years ago. I have had problems with the fall time of year because that was when I started to realize that my mom's cancer wasn't getting better & then the trauma with the home care person hit. Fall weather triggers the PTSD that I struggles with after it was over. Though the years have helped a lot, not feeling like eating has always been a part of what comes with this time of year all related to her death from the cancer....I understand what you are feeling  |
I relate. My PTSD has been going crazy and not sure why. Having nightmares at times, intrusive thoughts and images, feeling down, feel like I'm awake when I'm dreaming, feeling strange. There were problems when my mom was in hospice. I actually binged on my gummy calcium chewys! I'm not going to buy them any more. I'm sorry you are going through this now, too. For me time has not changed it this year. I have felt lousy all week long. I drank some wine last night and that made me feel somewhat better. But I don't want to do that all the time either. Thanks eskielover.
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