For me it seems like lately I'm finding myself offending people very easily. Yet I don't do these things to offend them on purpose. I guess that people are just getting more sensitive about things. It's much easier to make enemies than it is to make friends.
I feel like I can't do anything right myself. The more I do things that seem right, the more smacked down I get. It seems like as I get older, I do things more wrong. I would think that I would get better as I get older. Not so! It's just like being on the team that's losing every game.
As far as God goes, there are times when I think that He has some kind of thing against me. I know that God is love, but there are times when it doesn't seem that way. And then I hear that bad things happen for our own good. That's hard to believe. But I will have to say that there had been plenty of times when the bad things did turn out to be good for me. Well, at least when things get bad, I can appreciate the dull and uneventful times a lot more. Sorry if I'm coming on too preachy.
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