I know a lot of you know my story with T1. Every once in awhile, the topic of our rupture about a year and a half ago comes up. It did yesterday. T1 didn't agree with a decision T3 made to take away bodywork temporarily, and she knew it was damaging to me. Well, T1 had done something similar which lead me to a new T to begin with. I'm still not over it, but I'm attached to T1. So she gave me something to think about, and this is it....

think about what you want in our relationship. What would make you feel more secure, and that you are getting what you need?

I HAVE NO IDEA! Consistency. I want consistency. I want T to be the way she used to be with me.... but I don't know. Sounds like this is an invitation for me to tell her, and I can't find any words for it.