Eden,

I do understand what your going through but I honestly don't think I can help you. I did want to help but I don't think its working. This all is above my pay grade, you really need the help of your doctors. You have to let your doctors know what's going on with you or they cant help you.

Anyway I am here if you ever just want to talk or just need a friend but I am not going to give anymore advice because I really don't know what to do to help you. I feel pretty helpless in this situation and I don't know what else I can do.

Hugs