recently i have found that sometimes when i am very tired or just not feeling 100%, its like my body sort of "locks" into place and although it is very easy to simply move and get out of it, it's quite interesting to keep still and in doing so it can be kind of like my body becomes like a different material. its hard to explain but sometimes if i stay there long enough and focus on the feeling then i can go into a slightly different state. honestly, i feel like if it were dissociation i would be more scared or afraid and not want to do it, but its just kind of interesting when it happens. im wondering if this possibly sounds like the beginnings of dissociation? it has only happened a couple of times but i have noticed more often that i could more easily tune in with it if i felt like it. last night i did it and it seemed like my body was made of silicone but again it was not concerning because i knew i could snap out of it if i wanted to. i have dissociated properly before and it was terrifying and felt like my limbs were separating however this is different so i am not sure if it is also dissociation. do you think this is dissociation or could it be something else?