(((flowerb))) I'm glad your T is comfortable discussing and working through any topic with you.

In one sense I think that the brain doesn't allow discussion on things you just aren't ready to discuss. So with that point of view, I'm thinking that you must be ready.

Sex, sexual dreams, and the relationship with T are not all that different of topics than any other, imo. It just might feel that way to a patient.

It isn't so much of the exact content of what you're thinking but more of the feelings associated with the thoughts, and of course, the background reasoning of why.

Maybe it will only take a few sessions of focus, and then it will fade into the background. Maybe it is just another part of the whole therapy puzzle you have to figure out for yourself (with T's help ) It might be something you need to address before moving on to another topic.

Don't fret so about your feelings. Realize that they are normal, and that you can control them. Know that you might find a new perspective on these feelings, and find it's all good.

tc.