I think I'm about to have a mid-life crisis. Or something. I don't feel alive, but I don't feel dead, either. I feel like I'm just some... Blob. A basic *****? I don't seem to get emotional about anything. I'm just... here. I remember when I had all of these plans and dreams and ambitions and now I'm in this transition period and I don't know what to do next with my life.

I'm a newlywed. I have a job. I'm about to take some courses so I can get a better job within the same field. I have solo hobbies. I have group hobbies. I have things to plan. I have friends.

I just turned 30 and all of the things I never had to really worry about (credit, paying off loans, looking for a house, etc.) are starting to overwhelm me. I just don't know what to do.