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Old Sep 23, 2016, 07:43 PM
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Originally Posted by 1278 View Post
I know, I was on a high for a while but now I'm just freaking myself out, I was so sure I saw someone on the front seat of my dad's car, I nearly s**t myself. Thing is I can't see my pdoc for another month and my GP doesn't take me seriously so I'm on my own for a while and I've had really bad experiences with pdocs anyway, so I don't really trust anyone at this point fully.
Trust is something a lot of us struggle with I think, at least I know I do. As I told my therapist last night...my trust issues stem from growing up and having been picked on and essentially being bullied by other kids for things that happened that were out of my control due to a birth defect I was born with. I keep a big distance from me and those I meet until I feel I can trust them.
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