I love how supportive this group is. I also really rely on this forum to be able to say the truth of what's going on for me - I can't do that in my real life without either negative repercussions or hurting/scaring people I love. But it can consume me if I don't 'say' it. And when I say the truth here, people understand - this group supports and relates in a way no one in my real life can. And that gives me strength.