I too can relate all too well. The only thing that keeps me going is my 13 yr old son. My wife is a narcissist, and i dont have the strength or courage to get away from her. I inadvertently offended someone I was in love with, but I lack the courage to apologize to her, as she works for a client of my firm (im an accountant), and im already on "probation" with my firm for telling her I had feelings for her, so if i approach her again I could be fired. Im really in a huge mess that I cant see my way out of, except.... and that is what scares me. 😰