((((((tymber))))))) muffy is right, your friends are always here when you need to be uplifted. you are a beautiful soul and a wonderful friend. a struggle of your heart and a struggle of the spirit is most difficult and i pray you find the peace in your heart and clarity of sight. God will show you the way thru this if you put Him first and call upon His holy name. you are a child of God and he will never abandone you. i feel that you know what it is you need to do, trust and have faith that He is leading you where you need to be. I pray you courage and strength to face these things and to be victorious in your journey.

much love to you my friend,
recluse1