Thank bizi!
I tweaked my meds. I still didn't sleep well last night but here's to calming!

I've noticed that goal oriented activity is pretty triggering for me. Funny. The busier I am, the busier I want to be. Example: I've worked thirty six hours in the last three days, worked out all days, went out drinking two. Spent my nights on and off sleeping and making plans. Today I work ten hours. It's early. I've been up for hours drivin aroun in my car with the moon roof open and the bass up. Thinkin about making money and doing things that I know are stupid. At least I know they are stupid. I'll take more sleep meds tonight. Hot dam, the bipolar brain is fascinating!