Hi woods girl....

I'm in and out but not so much anymore because we started a full time job and is in a routine. Idk...lately for awhile feeling runned down, hopeless, not giving a ****- bipolar depression bleeding through the meds I guess.

We too have isolated- our partner has seperated, have no friends in rl and FB, pushing our son away, shunned by family....just me and the chihuahua Cleo whose is blind now and can't run away like she used to.

I have a hard choice to make....lose job to get treatment and be homeless, or keep job and have a place to call home without treatment- presently we like eating and having a roof over our head.

Anyhow....this is our basic day to day life.....we are scared of relationships because they always go bad, and we feel like a blight to the living.

In addition, a lot of stuff we try posting is jarbled nonsense and our intelligence rises and falls with bipolar...besides, we have tons of censorship happening now. We delete 100x more than we post.

I'm so happy for you that you are doing so well, maybe one day we can, too. One has to have hope....and you are a shiny example of hope.