I'll throw this out there , this is for all 7 of your posts.

Your anger at anyone that offers advice that you don't want to hear is really troubling, the majority of people seek advice consider the advice given. You don't have to like or agree with it but I really haven't seen you being gracious much or if all . People are taking time to read all your threads and respond . You like to be dismissive and well to be blunt rude.

This constant need for people to respond right away to your text and your unreasonable demands on there time seems a lot like borderline personality disorder.

* this is not meant to be offensive for anyone with bpd that is working on getting better*

I am certainly not a doctor and can not diagnose, but maybe if you take a look at Borderline PD something might catch your eye.

You will hate that I advise again, talk to a Therapist. If nothing else you can pay to ignore common sense advice, or maybe paying someone will be more productive for you than asking strangers on the Internet that take time to offer help that you don't want to hear anyway.

I hope you do find someone that loves you for you.,,, same as you need to love some one for who they are and don't try to change them to suit your needs.