I really do not want to send this now because I WILL regret it. I always do. It isn't a mean letter but I need to get these horrible feelings out about last night's session.

But as I read it I think, why bother...should I be in therapy anymore. Maybe that is what I need to decide...anyone ever feel like this after almost two years? I think his expectations of me are too high or he is just giving up on me. I can't face that if he is, I have too much of that already...