I am at a very low point this morning...all the terrible things going on .....I feel very afraid and insecure...I also am feeling more humble....I hate all the suffering I see....I have such a hard time crying....and I always heard that[ the sorrow that has no vent in tears makes other organs weep]....I think I am in the process of being the REAL me...that will be good in the long run...thanks to everyone here for helping andcaring about me....thankyou thank you...