I don't even know if this is the right place to post but i need help. I've been taking Zoloft 25mg for about 6 weeks. I feel like I'm going crazy. I just need to know if this is happening to anyone else. There's a lot of back story but I will start from the beginning. I went to my moms in August for a family get together. I REMEBER this so well. My mom and my sister and I were sitting in the garden having a glass of wine and my sister says she has something she has to tell me. She then proceeds to tell me that she had an affair with my husband. It only happened one time. I remember that day so clearly. My mom had on a new dress that I liked bed and we talked about where she got it and how much she paid for it. I remember the flowers and the smell in the air. I remember feeling hurt and then numb. I didn't say anything to anyone for a long time, trying to decide what to do. Then on Thursday I decided that I couldn't live with this anymore so I sent my sister a message on Facebook and told her that I was leaving my husband. And that her and I needed to talk. This is where things get really messed up. My mom called me right away. She says that this conversation did not happen. That everything else that happened that day did, but not this conversation. I'm so confused. I have spent all weekend thinking about this and I knew it did. But now I'm really confused because my mom just sent me a picture of us that day and she wasn't wearing a dress. And she says that we never discussed her new dress because there wasn't one. She keeps asking how I got home and I cannot remember that no matter how hard I try. I assume I went with my sister because she drove me there but would I have gotten in a car with her after this?? I don't understand but the more my mom and my husband tell me the more it feels like this isn't possible. And some of the things I remember are correct but some are not!! Is it possible that I am remembering something that just did not happen??? I'm so confused. I FEEL alike this happened but I know logically that it doesn't make sense. My husbands at his parents, my sister won't talk to me. I just need to know if this has happened to anyone else!!! I feel like a crazy person. Help!!
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