I do have girl friends, but every time I ask them to hang out, they stand me up, cancel on me, or just use and abuse me.

I don't like being alone, I am always alone, since I am only child and have crappy friends I am always alone. So I want a Boyfriend or a guy to date so I can get out more, and know that there is someone that does care and love me etc. Because guys don't like me.

What do you mean growing up to do? I am grown up.

And I ended the story about me and the guy I was seeing for 2 months.

Yeah I know it's not worth my time but it still hurts.

I have a career as a freelance writer/photographer but going to concets, since I don't drive I can't go to them that much. I would like to go to concerts with a guy I am dating that way I am dating and can do my work too.

My family works and my friends never come through or have thier own lives to live out.