Thank you so much. I'm just so confused and I feel so alone right now. The more I think about this the more I am convinced it didn't happen... but I FEEL hurt and it feels so real. I know my sister wouldn't do this and my husband has never been unfaithful. When I think about all the facts I know it can't be possible. But how could it feel so real? My mother has always always been honest and straightforward with me. He's never lied to me before and none of this makes sense. I'm going to call my GP first thing in the morning and try and get in. Im afraid to continue to take these pills! I don't know how I will ever know the truth fully if I have to face this didn't happen as I remember it when I FEEL deeply hurt and it feels so real! I just need to know if this has happened to anyone else or if I'm going crazy because it sure feels like I am... again, thank you for your kindness. I feel very alone right now.