Hi everyone,

I'm new to the forum and am reaching out because I feel so alone. A month ago I withdrew from nursing school because of intense panic/feeling overwhelmed, and now I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. It feels like my life crumbled in front of me...I have no future plans and am totally "lost." Nursing had been my career plan for years.

Since then I've felt depressed and anxious...absolutely nothing brings me any joy and I cannot feel any fulfillment. Has anyone felt this before? I'm usually a somewhat happy person (although I've had depression in the past) but I cannot feel fulfilled no matter what I do or who I'm with. I'm also afraid to be alone now and have been spending lots of time at my mother's (and feel pathetic since I'm 30). I'm lonely and unfulfilled..and scared it will never pass. can anyone relate?