I've been away. Nothing much was going on for the longest time. Then a few weeks ago I began to get manic symptom after manic symptom. Slept only 2 hours and woke up completely refreshed. The shower on my skin was orgasmic. I was bouncing around. I wanted to buy everything. My Pdoc upped my zyprexa and lithium. I think that did it. I was obsessed with the idea of benadryl. I went home and poured 30 into the cap. Before I knew it they were gone. The after hours person said to call 911. In minutes fire ambulance and police were at my door. I ended up at the closest er . As time went on I almost fainted and couldn't talk. I stayed in the hospital 3 days then transfered to the psych ward. Spent three days there while the straightened out my meds. I don't feel like people are understanding or supportive. I see my psych nurse wednesday. Meanwhile I hold onto the one friend who understands and who loves me. I hope this post is OK.